Samuel P. McFarlane to his Mother
48th Virginia Infantry
Camp near Hamilton's Crossing
June 4th, 1863
My Dear Mother
Since yesterday evening we have been under marching, 3 days rations in our Haver Sacks and not allowed to leave the encampment. We were inspected this evening by Brig. Gen B. (?) We have just received orders to march at two O'clock tonight. I have entertained the hope that we would not have any more fighting to do this summer. But another bloody battle must be fought. Well I will do my duty as a soldier, to myself and my country and trust in God. This pleased him to spare ours in the Bloody Fight - 2 & 3 May. While Thousands of my fellow soldiars fell. Perhaps he will spair me in the next one. Father I haven't time to write any But this short notice tis just 0 night & I must be preparing to Leave. I hope you will not be uneasy or troubled about me. My health is very good tho I feel a little lonesome and by my self here. My spirit is pretty good. A word to you mother don't be greiving yourself about me Recollect the same God that has ever watched over me can and will take care of me even upon
the field Battle. My trust is in him. Mother I wish as well that I am a much better boy than I have been. I have given up all my (?) habits. I do not swear or drink liquor & I have determined live a different life for the future. tho this is a hard place to carry out such resolutions yet I am determined & I think by the Help of God I can do it. Mother I speak to you in this way because I know it will be a satisfaction to you to know that I am doing something for my soul while I am fighting for my country. Mother remember me in your prayers. Kiss all the children for me. I will write to you again Just as soon as I get the opportunity. My love to grandfather and mother Brother Jimmie & (?) , Sarah & Tom and all my friends Good Bye May God bless you all
Your Son
Samuel (?) McFarland
PS I rec'd a Letter from Uncle (?) Hobbs the other day. It is late date 28th(?) he told me you were all well.
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